Hello world of friends,
So I know that I have not posted a lot in the last few months, and I think that a part of it has been that I haven't really been challenged by much, or even really thought a lot about anything worth mentioning...I haven't been mentally stimulated. I think a large reason for this is because I no longer work with The Salvation Army...although I am still involved I am not facing many of the day to day challenges that came with that job.
Instead I am facing the world of employment outside of a Christian setting. I am doing my best, and as far as I can tell, suceeding at both befriending coworkers, while still maintaining my values. They know that I'm a Christian, but it doesnt' mean I mamsy pamsy but rather that I can relate to them still, listen, talk, and have fun with them without being judgemental, but still holding onto my values. Two of them have expressed an appreciation for that, which makes me feel like I am succeeding at something.
In other news, Sarah and I have broken up. It is sad, but overall for the better. I think we were just looking for different things in our relationship, and it didn't work. I am glad that we tried and I am glad the way it ended, in the sense that I think we are both okay with it and that it won't be awkward to be friends (at least from my end...I hope). As I was walking last week, as some people do after such a breakup, to clear my mind, I came upon a stream, and as I looked up the stream it made me think of my life as a river. As the water comes down the stream it is becoming purer and purer by the natural filter of the rocks (I dont' actually know if that happens, but it does in this illustration)...the rocks and bumps help the river become pure. I thought of this analogy in my life (lame I know, but it's amazing how lame things can be God moments). We all go through tough times (rocks and bumps if you will) and they are what make us stronger, and help us learn. I have to look at dating Sarah as one of those things. It was fun to date, I loved it, and it sucked to break up, but it doesn't mean I can't take the lessons I learned from that relationship and move on. I am thankful for that relationship, and I really hope the friendship thing works out, cause in my opinion it is a huge shame if it does not. Anyways, Thank you Sarah, if you read this
Moving on...
I am going to start walking more regularly. I spend more quality time with God when I walk, and I have decided this...it sucks that I decided this while it is -20 outside and snow on the ground...but if I can find my toque I'll be okay.
Enough for now, hope you are well,
Jer
P.S. I changed the format of my blog if you didn't notice...I am bored